I THOUGHT WE WERE FOREVER

You will never understand how bad you hurt me.
You will never understand how much you affected me.
You will never be able to understand my pain and I would never wish you too.
My pain is consuming me,
it's eating at me.
constantly taking everything it can.
It's a parasite.
Alot like you,
you are a parasite,
and even though I wish the best for you,
I also wish I had never met you.

I HOPE

I hope that you think about me sometimes.
I hope that you look back on us fondly.
I hope you don't see the past four years as a waste.
I hope you know how bad you hurt me.
I hope you feel pain sometimes.
I hope your heart swells a little when you hear my name.
I hope that you are not ok.
I hope that you say, "I really fuckin miss her" every once and a while.
I hope that you cry when our old photos pop up on your phone.
I hope that you never get over me.
I hope you find love and happiness.
I hope you never forget what we were
because I never will.

WHAT SHE USED TO BE

The girl used to walk around laughing,
she used to have a shimmer in her eyes,
of hope,
of innocence.
You took that away from her.
You took away that sparkling light.
You took away her hope,
her innocence.
That girl is gone,
and she is never coming back.