I Had No Idea

I gave up on love a long time ago.

I gave up on the cooking dates and falling asleep in my lover's arms.

I stopped looking for someone to love,

because I didn't want to subject another person to fall victim to my heart.

I don't know when you changed from someone I thought was cute,

to someone I want to watch the rest of my sunsets with.

But at some point, you did.

At some point I began to imagine my future with happiness,

at some point I began to smile at your texts and laugh way to hard at your jokes,

at some point I fell in love with you.

I cannot pin-point this exact moment,

I wish I could.

I wish I could remember the moment I fell for you,

I wish I could remember the instant when you changed from a hot girl in my phone,

to the hot girl in my phone.

We have been dating for a minute now and I still get those stupid butterflies when you text me.

I still get a rush through my heart when you call.

It's like I have the biggest crush on you still.

I do have the biggest crush on you still.

I love you always,

mi mariposa.