I Think I Was In Love

You walk in and the air leaves the room,

there's no space for me it's only you.

And all the people worship your face,

don't they know it's a mask that you erase.

Took me in at my lowest of days,

never knew all the trauma you'd create.

And I know I'm better off

But I think I was in love.

I need to quit you like a drug,

guarded like I got mugged,

No tears to cry or flood.

even though I was in love.

I was in love.

You used to take all my mistakes,

flash a light and patronizingly say,

hey, are you okay?

Then tell me all the things I'm doing wrong,

like I haven't known em all along.

And I know I'm better off,

but I think I was in love.

I gotta quit you like a drug,

stay guarded like I got mugged,

no tears to cry of flood,

even though I was in love.

How was I in love with you.

You undermined all my choices,

fell apart like I was voiceless,

Tired and alone,

and that's how you wanted me,

tired and alone,

so I'd have to come back home.

But you are not my home,

and I am not alone.

I had to quit you like a drug,

guarded like I got mugged,

no tears cry or flood,

even though I was in love.

Oh god I was in love.

I know I'm better off,

and I know I was in love,

but you fucked it.