Silly Girl

I beam for you,

give you my shimmer and my sparkle too.

But to her window you flew,

let her dazzle like I once let you.

I'm an impassioned soul,

but intensely tethered to your control.

The mind games you play,

always leave me sad and grey.

Yet you laugh and say...

Silly girl

you flash and twirl

you don't rule the world

but you think you do.

You fanciful child,

you perplex and beguile. Why do you sit and smile,

when I don't want you.

I never gave a hint,

Yet I see the cardinal rosy tint.

You follow my every footprint,

like I even want you.

I string you along,

hoping to make you feel you belong.

You don't seem to know you were wrong,

are you really that short sided.

So to everyone else I'll say...

Silly girl

you flash and twirl

you don't rule the world

but you think you do.

You fanciful child,

you perplex and beguile.

Why do you sit and smile,

when I don't want you.

Most ask how it feels

to be the chosen one.

To be looked over,

and only known for your governing femininity.

I was chosen

because I'm at woman

to be soft spoken

yet never broken

to be an ideal specimen

all because of my estrogen.

Who the fuck wants to sit and listen to

Silly girl

you flash and twirl

you don't rule the world

till you think you do.

You fanciful child,

you perplex and beguile.

Why do you sit and smile,

when it's not about you.

What if I didn't want to?

They would all call me a shrew,

but what if I just

undo,

the mess that you,

all created.

No, I'm just a silly girl,

no, she's just a silly girl.

No, I'm only a silly girl

I can't rule the world.