Starting Over

What I wouldn't give to start over with you,

I would sacrifice everything,

to have us meet again,

and for me to be different.

I know I lied,

I know I hurt you,

I know that I'm the villain in your story.

I know all of that and it's killing me.

I really fucking love you,

and the fact that you hate me,

well it's killing me,

honestly it is.

Please stop punishing me,

for a bad choice.

Please stop ruining my life,

and let me live.

Let me find someone else,

let me do it right with someone else.

Let me go,

so that I can be better.

And just know,

I really thought we were gonna be forever.