Was I Truly A Burden To Love?

Did I not mean anything to you,

because you left like I was never a reason to stay.

Was I truly a burden to love?

I think about you a lot

but it's not good anymore,

I can't look back on us with happiness anymore,

I can't say you don't mean anything to me, but I can say you don't make me happy anymore.

Our memories don't fill me with joy anymore.

Looking at you doesn't bring that sparkle to my eye like it used to.

4 years is a long time,

and in the end, I am just filled with sadness.

Was it worth it, to you?

Was leaving me alone, worth it?

Was it your grand scheme all along?

Did you know you would make me attempt?

Did you know that I loved you more than anyone,

oh wait,

of course you did,

because I told you that,

constantly.

It wasn't worth it for me.

All the pain,

all the self hatred,

all the heartbreak,

it wasn't worth it,

you weren't worth it.