You're Still Here

You didn't leave me,

you're still here,

you're still in me somehow.

I got rid of all the pictures of us,

I smelled the ash and tasted the salt repelling off my cheeks,

yet somehow, you're still here,

somehow, you survived the flame.

You have found a way to ruin every good thing in my life.

You should be the one who is crying,

not me.

You should be the one who is broken,

not me.

You should be the one who hates herself,

not me.